I used to be an obsessive blogger in my high school years, and I haven't been acquainted in years, so I'm making it a goal to finish off the last year of my undergraduate degree with some day to day things. What's happened in the last few years? I was in a three and a half year relationship. Remember that post on "Death by High School" about everything being "Perfect"?. Well it wasn't. A few months in were fun and exciting but he turned out to be more than I bargained for; he turned out to be very controlling and manipulative and quite frankly psychotic and abusive in more ways than one. It took me forever to get away from it and it's sad that even now he doesn't understand what he did to me. On top of all of that, he slept with one of my best friends and some other girl who he claimed he didn't. After everything ended he dropped out of college and he's living with his parents, hopelessly thinking his "computer job" will earn him lots of money, which obviously is taking him no where. I've tried to become the bigger person and check up on him but he refuses to talk to me, yet texts me in the middle of the night when he's drunk. I don't care anymore, I'm happy with the most wonderful man I have ever met. We've been together for almost a year and I truly believe he is the one. I graduate in a year and I cannot wait to get a college degree and my recreational therapy certification. Before I start my career I'm going to jump feet first into modeling and acting again. I put it on hold for six years so that I could get an education and I've always aspired to be in front of the camera. I know I can do it and I have so much support. -Taylor